Some time ago, I began asking something of God, which I greatly desired. The prayer went like this, "I want you to use me Lord in whatever way You desire. I was created for your purposes, not my own. I want you to use me, I want you to consume me!"
This prayer came out of me from the depths of my heart with what I will describe as the fire with Divine Love. I wanted to make a difference in this world even in small ways, even if all I do is to make someone smile. I wanted to minister to people in whatever way the Lord Jesus chose for me to do this. I wanted to show compassion, love, concern for my fellow man, woman or creature. I wanted to shine the love of Christ to those who I met each day. I truly wanted the Lord to use me and consume me.
What happened next? Well, God was answering my prayer, but I didn't understand what was happening in my life. I had forgot what I had wholeheartedly asked Jesus to do in my life. More and more, I was finding myself in the middle of one dramatic situation after another. I was finding myself in the right place at the right time, it seemed. Although, initially in some of these situations I didn't really want to be there.
The following are only a few of the things that happened after I prayed this prayer.
One day I arrived to find two people from another state, who were stranded and without financial means, because they had been the victims of having their car broke into and their money and credit cards stolen. I was able to help them
On another day, I found myself a victim of a man who chose to undress in front of my presence and then did obscene things to himself, I was able to have him arrested, because of my work in trying to capture deer poachers. However instead of catching a deer poacher, I was able to have a public nuisance arrested.
And today, I needed to get lubricating eye drops for our elderly cat, who is suffering from an eye problem. I planned to go to a nearby store to get them, but suddenly I felt strongly compelled to go to a store much further away from my location.
I argued with the Lord about how it would be less gas, time and effort for me to go to the nearby store. However, the more I argued the stronger it became that I was to go to the store further away. I did as I felt the Lord was requesting. While I was walking toward the front door of the store, I heard a tremendous crash. I turned around to see a terrible car accident involving two trucks. My nurse/paramedic training from years ago shifted into action and the incredible events, which followed in this terrible situation were the motivation for this most recent blog of mine.
I argued with the Lord about how it would be less gas, time and effort for me to go to the nearby store. However, the more I argued the stronger it became that I was to go to the store further away. I did as I felt the Lord was requesting. While I was walking toward the front door of the store, I heard a tremendous crash. I turned around to see a terrible car accident involving two trucks. My nurse/paramedic training from years ago shifted into action and the incredible events, which followed in this terrible situation were the motivation for this most recent blog of mine.
I will tell you more specifics about these and other situations that have occurred in my life and which will occur in the future. I see now that these things are occurring, because I asked for God to use me and consume me. I am seeing my life more clearly now that I am seeing them as God wants it to be. I am in some way seeing them with His eyes... With Divine Eyes.
Until the next blog... Glory and praise to You... Lord Jesus Christ!!!! In Christ's Magnificent Love! Smiles, Miss Josie :)
